I can't believe I'm just an addict

I'm just an addict
Like my father, Like my father

I'm so pathetic
I've been programmed to take it all
I'm begging you
I can't believe, I'm just an addict
I guess my mother never loved my dad

I've never needed anyone to help me
I'm begging you
I hear you talk about your family life
My sister called me just the other day
My mothers always tried to change herself
I've never needed anyone to help me
She doesn't know how bad she messed me up
To please come save me from myself, save me from myself
To please come save me from myself, save me from my

My problem is I don't have much to say
Look at me I'm so pathetic
'Cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her
It felt so good to hear her voice
I guess she doesn't have a choice and I'm sorry
(I'm failing it)
And now I wear it on my sleeve
I'm begging you to please come save me from myself
She never learned to let things be
I've never needed anyone to help me
I can't believe, I'm just an addict
Look at me, I'm so pathetic
And shove it way down inside
I wish I knew just what that means
If you push me then I won't fall