And it's not 'cause I'll be missing you that makes me fall apart
Why must I always tell you all I want is this?
And now I'm over you, I'll be ok and I, I've got what I want
I couldn't tell you, I was happy you were gone
And you said, "What'd you think that I was gonna do?
That's because it's true, yes it's true
No, I didn't mean to break
Your heart
And that's rid of you, goodbye
My heart will be fine, just stop wasting my time"
Even half-assedly, loving you
No, I didn't mean to break
I guess 'cause I wouldn't want to break your heart
Why must I always speak in terms of cowardice?

But I didn't mean to break your heart
Try to make you love me as much as I love you? How could you be so low?
Your heart
It's just that I didn't mean to break
It's this stupid pride that makes me feel like I have to follow through

You arrogant man, what do you think that I am?

So I lied and said that 'I missed you', when we were apart
I couldn't tell you, so I had to lead you on
Curl up and die just because of you? I'm not that weak, you know
What'd you think that I was gonna do?
And the weakest thing I've ever done was to stay right by your side
Just like this time and every time
When I guess I should've just come out and told you right from the start
And if, if, if I always seem distracted like my mind's somewhere else