That's how I feel when I'm starless

Things I survived pushed me to the darker side
I wish the end would come faster, my world's a disaster
I'm ready to fade now
Is the way I fit into this world
I gotta get you out of my veins
'Cause I cannot break it anymore
The soul you cut, the soul you adore
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out
Cannot feel you anymore
I'm ready to fade now
I gotta get you out of my blood
I'm ready to fade now
But I cannot get through you
See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
I am a part of a world that I hate
Standing over the edge I'm taking my last breath
It's a cold gun that I kiss
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out
Because of the life as it was the life that was your's
Oh, now I'm starless
Standing over the edge I'm taking my last breath
I'm ready to fade now
I'm ready to burn out
And how I feel like I'm starless
I gotta get you out of me
And I cant keep my head above my wake

I gotta get you out of me
I'm hopeless and grayed out
What I'm really trying hard to get down to words
See me I'm over the edge farther with every step
See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath

'Cause you've run through me with destructive force
And now I feel like I'm starless
I have been blinded I'm always reminded

Of the things I've wanted but I never could find
See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
But I can't handle the shit that I'm into
See me I'm over the edge farther with every step
I gotta get you out of my scene
How I feel like I'm starless
I'm hopeless and grayed out
I can transcend you and mentally bend you
And how I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
Can't you see that I'm down and I'm drowning?

I'm hopeless and grayed out
'Cause I'm always gonna get, gonna get down to the floor
See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
I think somehow I gotta get it straight
How I feel like I'm starless

Should've been mine, but I never could take anymore of this
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
And now I feel like I'm starless
Somehow I feel like I'm starless