Why do you do this to yourself? Refusing any kind of help

You’re not hurting no one else ‘cause you can’t see

Why do you do this to yourself? If you knew just how it felt
Why do you do this to yourself?
You’re not hurting no one else, that you can see
You’ll stay up again I’m sure, I won’t be losing sleep
Why do you do this to yourself?
You drank out on the fire escape until you couldn’t speak