Inside the piano bench

Sad attempt at poetry
I couldn't forgive the things that you did
I tried my best to radiate

You could never reach me here
The sadness of reality
And my lawyers got the will
I am comfortable out here by myself
Again and again
I'm glad it worked out for you
My biggest mistake was taking you back
Sad attempt at happiness
If you think you won't do it again and again
Like vapor rolling through the hills
A noble stab at staying upbeat
But it was only for a while
Was changing for the worse

Placed a set of keys inside the grill
Again and again

But you're only foolin' yourself
Landed softly there beneath the trees
I never found the trust I needed from you
I made myself delusional

If you think you won't do it again and again
But you're only foolin' yourself
Put down the cell phone and try to be with me
So begins my ugly fall from grace again

My biggest mistake was taking you back

All the triggers pulled at once

Through hurricanes and double eights
Everything you did was making me wonder
I'm talking points, I'm up on high
I took the bullets from the cardboard
I never found the trust I needed from you
The pair split into two
Tossed them in my backpack

I'm okay, I've been okay, I stay okay
Watch me walk the ledge

Did you see me disappear?
I locked the title to the house
I'm glad it worked out for you
Don't say I didn't try to warn ya
Everything you did was making me wonder
Words distorted in the wind
Our trip to California
And then the silence of your name
I couldn't forgive the things that you did