Of a schoolboy crush
Now I'm trying to be assertive
But I'm just too afraid
And it's all predetermined
Like when I fell under the weight
Don't wanna lay here no more
I'm not as strong as I thought
Well, I'm trying to take some comfort

When the world ends, who's gonna hear it?
Laughing, wasting our time

All those summers singing, drinking
To get anywhere at all
I'll get to where I'm going
Don't wanna lay here no more
Yeah, meet all their demands

I just want someone to walk in front
But came to my senses
But nothing gets crossed out
Yeah, I know I should be brave
But if everything that happens
Working on the record seems pointless now
And it's to hard to focus
And I'll follow the leader
To lift me up, help me stand
In those basements made of music
I hope that you'll pick me out
Of all this change

Remember all those songs and the way we smiled
Wanna rise to the occasion
Now I wait for a hand
It's better than good
In written words
'Cause I've been feeling sentimental
Can't change your destiny
And hide under the covers
When you get off tour, I think we should
The grass grew high, I laid down
Hang and blackout together

I guess, I'll just keep moving, someday, maybe
Don't wanna lay here no more

But now I've got to crawl
But all I do is just lay in bed

Don't wanna lay here no more

And doing lots of drugs
Yeah, Tim, I heard your album
The spinning never stops
My head's a carousel of pictures
So when I'm lost in a crowd
I keep making this 'To Do' list
How I long to be found
Started carrying her books
Is supposed to be
I've been laying so low
No more, more
For days gone by
I almost forgot who I was

I'm making plans
Through all this doubt