When I do it's nothing and nobody's there to listen anyway
My eyes grow heavy and I fade away
'Specially now it added up through the years
I taught myself how to grow old
I taught myself how to grow

Without the numbness or the pain so intense to feel
I taught myself how to grow

Without any love and there was poison in the rain
Though I was crooked on the outside
I just listen to the voices on the TV 'til I'm tired
Without any love and there was poison in the rain
I taught myself how to grow
Most of the times I got nothing to say
Crooked on the outside, inside's caved
Now I'm crooked on the outside and the inside's broke
Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane
I taught myself how to grow
Crooked on the outside, inside is caved
I know I'm probably better off this way
And I, I taught myself how to grow
'Cause I, I taught myself how to grow
'Til I was crooked on the outside, inside's caved
Without any love and there was poison in the rain