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''shame is always paved in light and it always looks the same''' some band i forgot their name...

i started listening to kexp in the random parts of the day when i drive. i have a rad schedule... but its still random. i know some of my friends will notice that i've graduated to 'better music' some of them might ask why the hell i would do such a thing... honestly though. tunes this morning were so good (perhaps cause it was an import of a Love Over Mind by INTERPOL~ whom i love...and which i had never heard) anyway... i recommend my sister check out the station in the mornings. '''its up to me now... turn on the bright lights...''' INTERPOL

so. the last song i hear is from a band called... uh i forget. BUT they are playin at the Mars Bar tonight... which is relatively close to my studio in the city.... woohoo. i just like to say 'studio in the city'... sometimes. the idea of hearin somethin on the radio... and bein able to go 'experience' the live music immediately is really cool to me. local bands... music. promoting your message. all that hippy shit. lol it appeals to me. its easy going. anyways wow. what ramble. i might make it out to see the band who's name i forgot... at a place where i've been before. which.. i bet its two thousand times better now with that anti smokin law. its a small bar-venue(attached to the Venus Cafe)... got hot boxed w smoke back in the day. but...i would go NOT because i liked them. they actually sounded really StRaNgE to me... and kind of randomly annoying... id be willing to objectively hear out a set... sip some kind of rum, tequila or corvoisier(sp)... haha hennessey. im so g... andgo for the combinedpurpose that i can- its free - its local - its random i just heard it today on the radio and there's a live show... and. kexp is a really good station for listening outside of the box. but that morning dj is really hard on himself. (interpol is not local sadly.. but im going to see them october 18th.. sweet)

its foggy today. that is the pimp shit... i have been a sun~ worshipper this summer. boats do that to you... hawaii does that to you. and god... i would go snorkelling right now. but i was gently reminded of the next seasons traits... the favors it does for us. i love fog... leaves.. the colour orange. et cetera... et cetera. it also reminded me that im alone. and like the fog- life becomes mysterious when you enter a new season. you reap what you sow? what the hell have i sown. but its alright... kinda feels like light. chased by shadows. i'm sorry. for a lot of things. some personal... some generally personal. i'm thankful for all my friends... even the crazy fucked up ones. oh god. im beginnin to sound emo... ha.

bring on the slide. autumn to the festive rescue. lets go outside.