MOG - t0uchfeell0se's Posts

so i really haven't been on here in a while....

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 20 Feb 2008 00:23:44 GMT

I'll just leave y'all with this...

I'm really diggin'

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 22:49:48 GMT

Calvin Harris Midnight Juggernauts Telepopmusik Digitalism and Justice.....

...at the moment.

ACROSS THE UNIVERSE

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 14 Oct 2007 03:14:43 GMT

So I just saw the movie Across the Universe....it was more than fantastic....it was amazing! I want to go see it again nooooow! And that Jim Sturgess....wooooo!

getting a tad annoyed/worried

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 02 Oct 2007 22:57:51 GMT

Blurry girl in the pony tail next to blury girl with the hat = me.

I still have yet to get an email from the only girl with a camera back stage. It's been a week and I'm freaking out. I really hope I get those photos of all of us. They're the only really clear really good photos of the aliens and santas. Plus the ones of me and Wayne. If I had said that I was going to send them to everyone, got emails and such, I would have done it like the next day out of excitement. I'm getting worried now, that I will never have these photos. :(

Just a few pics from the show so far....

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 08:14:01 GMT

I'M THE ALIEN HOLDING THE FLASHLIGHT BY MY CHEST!!!

me in front mid jump clapping my hands!

STAY TUNED IF YOU WANT....MORE TO COME...

pics...much better ones soon to come!

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 07:35:50 GMT

MY beloved tickets!!!

My daddy and I

This is just plain silly!

my meet and greet pass

my dancer pass

my dancer tshirt

Back of dancer tshirt

signed poster

Full poster

I WAS A DANCER ON STAGE AT THE FLAMING LIPS!!!!

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 06:07:47 GMT

HOLY GOD! IT STILL HAS NOT SUNK IN JUST YET. SOOOO MANY PICTURES TO COME!

STORY IN A NUT SHELL. I was an alien. IT ROCKED! covered in streamers and confetti and smoke and strobe light. got to meet them! free shirt free poster (signed "hey tasja! thanks for dancing your ass off!") dry ice we were given big ass flashlights to shine on everyone IT WAS BY FAR THE COOLEST THING EVER

HOW DID IT HAPPEN? Ok so I'm standing in line with my Dad (yes I took my Dad, he loves them too) some guy comes up to this girl right in front of me and is like hey wanna dance on stage?! And I'm standing there like WTF I WANT TO!!!! He says "sorry i don't have any more passes" UGHHH! Then the people right behind me get free passes to meet them after the show UGH WTF EVEN MORE!!!! 15 min later some girl comes up to me and is like so how much do you love the flaming lips? and I tell her uhhhh sha i looooooove them!!! she was like you wanna meet them? i was like OMG YES!!!! so i got the meet and greet pass they only gave out like 10 so of course i'm psyched Then my dad and I get in, we do this picture thing (i'll be posting those later too) having a good time We go up to the stage standing next to this girl way before the show starts right like we're just waiting there hardly anyone is in the crowed yet and this guy in a red jumpsuit comes up to us and is like hey did you guys come together? and we were like no.... and he was like well do you want to dance together on stage? we were like YES!!!!!! and only 12 people got to dance on stage so how the fuck did i end up with 2 passes?! HOW FUCKING LUCKY IS THAT?! SERIOUSLY IT MUST HAVE BEEN AN ACT OF GOD! I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE IT!

I GOT MY TICKETS I GOT MY TICKETS I GOT MY TICKETS!!!

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:51:30 GMT

YESSS I GOT MY FLAMING LIPS TICKETS! THEY WERE ALLLLL SOLD OUT AND I FOUND 2 TICKETS FOR 40 DOLLARS AND I AM SO SO SO SO HAPPY! THESE TICKERS WERE GOING FOR WAAAAY MORE THAN THAT. I'M SOOOO HAPPY!

MY DAD AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE A FANTASTIC TIME!

MMM COPELAND!!!!

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 16 Sep 2007 19:43:51 GMT

Despite the fact that Copeland was without a bassist, their performance was still great. I'm very happy I finally got to see them live.

To make up for having to sell my ACL 3 day pass,

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 04 Sep 2007 22:47:51 GMT

I'm going to see the Flaming Lips on the 24th. I haven't bought my ticket yet but I will shortly. Has anyone seen them live? I've seen them live on TV and holy hell I cannot wait to see them in person

On a much more depressing note

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 01 Sep 2007 01:10:28 GMT

I'm having to sell my beloved Austin City Limits ticket for tuition money. I was out of work for nearly a month because I had surgery and I wasn't getting paid, therefore I had no money to pay for school. I'm very very VERY upset about this.

Next year for sure. I'm not going to let anything get in my way.

But FUCK. The line up this year was so goooooood! I had my schedule for the entire weekend all planed out already.

This BLOWS.

As Tall As Lions

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 29 Aug 2007 19:44:43 GMT

So I went to see As Tall As Lions and I was very happy to not have been let down with their performance. They're extremely good live. I was however a bit upset that they didn't play for very long. Actually not long at all. Thats really the only thing that pissed me off. Stupid Mae had to take the stage. Ugh.

Songs From the Glasshouse

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 29 Aug 2007 19:14:44 GMT

I totally forgot about this.... If you don't know about them already....get to know them!!!!
My bee has a new album out, and its absolutely amazing to say the least.

If you're interested you can go ahead and read their awesome reviews:
* ABSOLUTEPUNK.NET http://www.absolutepunk.net/showthread.php?t=260634
* KINGBANNANA.NET http://www.kingbanana.net/kb2/rreviews/review.php?ID=495
*INDIEROCKREVIEWS.COM http://indierockreviews.com/
* MELODIC.NET http://melodic.net/reviewsOne.asp?revnr=5902
* SKYLINEPRESS.COM http://www.skylinepress.net/review614.php

Some Quotes: "Songs from the Glasshouse is a resounding success the true sound of a band hitting its stride" - AbsolutePunk.net
"The Panic Division’s deserving of a place in modern rock’s Respect List(TM), or better yet on your CD shelf" - AbsolutePunk.net
"Ladies and gentlemen i present to you truly the greatest new wave album of the decade and one of the more consistently cohesive albums period to be released this year" - KingBannana.net
"Colton Holliday is a genius" - KingBannana.net
"Songs From the Glass House is a little modern rock gem" - IndieRockReviews.com
"The Edge from U2 has found a new rival in the deft fingers of guitarist Daniel Stanush" - IndieRockReviews.com
"The Panic Division appeals to many different sensibilities and tastes without falling specifically into any particular genre" - SkyLinePress.net

You can go to their myspace at www.myspace.com/thepanicdivision to listen to some tunes. Then go buy their album from anywhere you please...Best Buy, iTunes, or a show would be even better!

Also, I do believe that they're album is getting reviewed in an up coming AP, so you should look for that as well. If you're still not convinced...then...I don't know.

Excellent.

One of my new favorites to add to my Ryan Adams Collection!

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 21 Jul 2007 05:30:27 GMT

Here comes that shit again I got a Halloween head Head full of tricks and treats It leads me through the nighttime streets Black cats and fallen trees Under ladders - always walkin' Salt shaker spills - just throw it over your shoulder, babe

I got a bad idea again I got a Halloween head Halloween head

Head full of candy bags costume shops and punks in drag Head full of tricks and treats Places where junkies meet And it leads me through the streets at night That's alright I just watch, I don't go inside It's all the same old shit again I got a Halloween head I got a Halloween head Lord, I got a Halloween head

Guitar solo!

I got a Halloween head Lord, I got a Halloween head I got a Halloween head Oh, Lord, I got a Halloween head

Here comes that shit again I got a Halloween head Head full of tricks and treats It leads me through the nighttime streets Down-town, down-town, down-town

I got a Halloween head I got a Halloween head Lord, I got a Halloween head What the fuck's wrong with me? God, I'm a Halloween head

The Format prefoming "The Compromise" In Austin, TX!

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 18 Jul 2007 21:57:03 GMT

THE FORMAT IN AUSTIN, TX!

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:19:48 GMT

One of the best bands I've seen live recently! Gosh I love The Format sooo much!

Kelly and I pre show. Check out that awesome shirt in the back ground!

Steel Train began the show, they're from New York and kick they kick ass.

Limbeck...

The Format!!!!! Can I please just say that I'm in love with Nate from The Format? He's the cutest thing ever.

With that being said, I'll be uploading more pictures and video later.

There was a comedian there too, although I totally forgot his name already. He was great as well. I just wanted to make a quick post!

Thought I'd share...

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 07:38:08 GMT

My Tilly and the Wall and Sondre Lerche photos from SXSW.

MMMM sing to me Sondre! He was sooo cute, and sooo wonderful! I was able to meet him and take a photo with him, only it didn't turn out so great for either of us...so I'm choosing to spare you on that one.

Heres just one more photo I found

Tap dancing is one of their instruments....pretty awesome.

Who else loves The Flight of the Conchords???

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 07:23:48 GMT

SOOO GREAT!

I cannot help but boast!!!

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 13 Jun 2007 18:07:42 GMT

One of these babies will be mine!!!

The more than amazing line up!!!!

Even though I'm paying $100 dollars more for a 3 day pass....it will all be worth it....cause 3 day passes are alll sold out. (keep in mind the festival isn't even until September!!!)

Look out Bjork here I come!

cause nothin's like being held......

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:49:54 GMT

Saves the Day acoustic set "back stage" warped tour 2006.

One of the best moments ever.

the format come to austin tx : 07-17-07

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 05 Jun 2007 04:36:13 GMT

Ashes to ashes Some dust on the dash I've got my cigarettes but I can't find the fire that's calming me down

I was just out on a night with my friends You are still out on a night with your friends and you don't seem to tire when I'm not around

I'm under the tunnel I'm holding my breath

I searched every pocket that hung in the colest 'til I found some matches in a brown leather jacket One I swore I've never worn but it once kept you warm

Do you remember we made love on the floor and you still haven't called So I'll wait 'til they're closing the bars

I made a wish but the match never lit

( i am beyond excited )

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 04 Jun 2007 22:48:14 GMT

Over and over again you promise that it won't end So I will try to find a rhyme to thank you again

And how I, I am not into the idea of living without you And I, I am not into the idea of being without you And no this won't be a sad song There's going to be claps and singing along Cause sad songs about now, well that would just feel wrong

Beautiful colors that came from you So this ones goes out to the reds and yellows and blues And of course I cant forget all the beautiful colors on the day that we first met So I will never know the right way to say thanks for all those nights and days you spent hanging out But that's what this is about

How I, I am not into the idea of living without you And I, I am not into the idea of being without you And no, this won't be a sad song There's going to be claps and singing along

the song for my life right now

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 31 May 2007 21:24:46 GMT

This is pretty much how I'm feeling right now.

I love this band. They are so fantastic live....great stage presence.

Once

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 31 May 2007 18:10:03 GMT

A movie about music and love. So it looks pretty good, I already like the music. Can't wait to see it in order to fully understand the story.

Joes Crab Shack....

t0uchfeell0se — Fri, 25 May 2007 22:45:05 GMT

The music has always been okay, however recently....the music has gotten so much better. Death Cab, Nirvana, Lilly Allen....and more....I actually like working there a little bit more now.

If you happen to go out to eat at Joes....You'll definitely notice a difference. maybe.

This song makes me want to dance....and i like it

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 23 May 2007 07:51:34 GMT

Well, I built me a raft and shes ready for floatin Ol mississippi, shes callin my name Catfish are jumpin That paddle wheel thumpin Black water keeps rollin on past just the same

Old black water, keep on rollin Mississippi moon, wont you keep on shinin on me Old black water, keep on rollin Mississippi moon, wont you keep on shinin on me Old black water, keep on rollin Mississippi moon, wont you keep on shinin on me Yeah, keep on shinin your light Gonna make everything, pretty mama Gonna make everything all right And I aint got no worries cause I aint in no hurry at all

Well, if it rains, I dont care Dont make no difference to me Just take that street car thats goin up town Yeah, Id like to hear some funky dixieland And dance a honky tonk And Ill be buyin evrybody drinks all roun

Id like to hear some funky dixieland Pretty mama come and take me by the hand By the hand, take me by the hand pretty mama Come and dance with your daddy all night long I want to honky tonk, honky tonk, honky tonk With you all night long

Can I please just say....

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 15 May 2007 23:14:06 GMT

That I am sooooo excited about Austin City Limits this year! I'm getting a 3 day pass and I'm going to see Bob Dylan and Bjork and goooshhh so so so many great bands!

Heres the full line up!

http://www.aclfestival.com/lineup.aspx

This pass will most definitely be worth my $145!!!! CANT WAIT!!

this is just silly

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:53:38 GMT

Ingrid Michaelson and I are wearing the same shirt in our myspace photo. Thats just too silly.

Lily fuckin ALLEN

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:11:21 GMT

AMAZING.

And I know I'm late on this one.....obviously since she was on Saturday night live last night....but I LOVE HER!

Shes so great, her lyrics, her attitude, style, sound. Just great!

Now listen I think you and me have come to the end of our time, What d'you want some kind of reaction? Well, OK, that's fine, Alright, how would it make you feel if I said you that you never ever made me come? In the year and a half that we spent together, Yeah, I never really had much fun.

All those times that I said I was sober, Well I'm afraid I lied, I'd be lying next to you, you next to me, All the while I was high as a kite. I could see it in your face when you break it to me gently, Yeah, you really must think you're great, Let's see how you feel in a couple of weeks, When I work my way through your mates.

[Chorus:] I never wanted it to end up this way, You've only got yourself to blame, I'm gonna tell them that you're rubbish in bed now And that you're small in the game.

I saw you thought this was gonna be easy, Well, you're out of luck. Yeah, let's rewind, let's turn back time to when you couldn't get it up, You know what it shoulda ended there, That's when I shoulda shown you the door. As if that weren't enough to deal with, You became premature.

I'm sorry if you feel that I'm being kinda mental, But you left me in such a state. But now I'm gonna do what you did to me, Gonna reciprocate.

[Chorus:] You're not big, you're not clever, No, you ain't a big brother Not big what so ever.

Ahhhhhhhhh [etc.]

I'm sorry if you feel that I'm being kinda mental, But you left me in such a state. But now I'm gonna do what you did to me, I'm gonna reciprocate.

You're not big, you're not clever, No, you ain't a big breader Not big what so ever

You're not big, you're not clever, Not big what so ever No, you ain't a big breader [x2]

YES SHES A BITCH! I LOVE IT!

OH!!!! ROCKER PAINTING FOR SALE ON EBAY!

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:15:10 GMT

IT IS NIIIIICE.

WOW THIS PAINTING REALLY IS SWEET

The latest episode of Greys Anatomy.....

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 22 Jan 2007 07:36:28 GMT

Featured three artistis that I now completely love.

Ingrid Michaelson the slip Regina Specktor

So I taged Regina in this post. I lover her.

oh and by the way....

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 17 Jan 2007 10:36:51 GMT

this guy is amazing.....

oh by the way

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 16 Jan 2007 00:40:20 GMT

this is the bands second album....go pick up their first at any music store.....

Name: The Panic Division.

i feel like a stalker..

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 15 Jan 2007 23:19:23 GMT

...cause I always want to connect to your studio webcast, at that chance that I might get to see you...even if its from far away or dark, or if I can see your guitar more than I can see you.

Oh yeah....want an inside look at an album being recorded...

go here

TPD LIVE

Mack, the guy thats doing the recording is also the same guy who took my pictures.

I'm so proud of all of these guys. Their album when finished is going to be mixed by Toby Wright....he produced these.

Alice In Chains Alice In Chains (GRAMMY NOMINEE) Alice In Chains Jar Of Flies (GRAMMY NOMINEE) Fear Factory Transgression Korn Follow The Leader Memento Beginnings Metallica And Justice For All (GRAMMY NOMINEE) Primus Rhinoplasty Sevendust Home Slayer Divine Intervention The Wallflowers Bringing Down The Horse (GRAMMY WINNER)

I'm also proud that they are from San Antonio, TX. They're really hard workers and deserve every bit of attention...so give them some.

Yes

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 15 Jan 2007 21:17:47 GMT

My child will rock this hard.....when I have one.

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:47:33 GMT

So I totally forgot how much I LOVED the Donnie Darko Soundtrack....and just the movie in general. It's been a while.

show me show me show me show me. I can't quit you. I love you so much. God damnit make things right with everyone. please

I must be blind

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:01:57 GMT

First off, thanks to everyone who's been so supportive.

Anyway, fuck diamonds. It's all about sapphires, blue topaz or blue tanzanite.... and yellow sapphire.....yes....and if it absolutely must be a diamond....its gotta be a yellow one.

I don't know why I wrote this....I guess I found my lack of knowledge on stones annoying. So I researched and those are my favorites.

Anyway, found a new band I think I might like....haven't truly decided what I think about them yet. They're called Tokyo Police Club. Cool.

I almost went to get my other tattoo today, but I decided not to....it was getting kinda late anyway. And I'm going to go out and buy guitar hero tomorrow.

Also, turns out I didn't fail math last semester, I actually passed with a c. And now I think I'm going to change my major to biologist, and transfer to a four year school next year. I'll work in a lab or something. It'll be sweet. My friend Rachael is one.....but now shes almost finished with her masters.....and tells me you don't make as much without a masters. We'll see.

I really wish everything didn't have to be so complicated. I hate it. Why did all of this happen? It didn't have to. It could have easily been avoided. ! Fuck wank bugger shitting arse head in a hole.

THE WORLD FUCKING HATES ME

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 14 Jan 2007 09:54:41 GMT

FUCK OFF YOU GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT!

HOW THE FUCK COULD THIS BE HAPPENING?!?

I SWEAR TO GOD I AM A GOOD FUCKING PERSON!!!!!! MY PARENTS RAISED ME RIGHT....

1ST ITS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.... THEN ITS MY GREAT GRANDPARENTS THAT PASS AWAY.... THEN ITS MY FUCKING DOG THAT GETS HIT BY A CAR.... AND TONIGHT.....MY FUCKING IPOD GETS STOLEN. MY FUCKING 80GIG VIDEO IPOD GETS STOLEN FROM ME! RIGHT FROM UNDERNEATH MY FUCKING NOSE.

IM SO ANGRY AND UPSET I CANT HELP BUT CRY....AND I'VE BEEN CRYING FOR 30 MIN NOW...AND HOW COULD ANYONE BE SO MEAN??!? WHO RAISED THESE PEOPLE?!!

AS IM AT THIS PARTY THAT MY FRIENDS FROM WORK ARE THROWING...I KNOW MORE THAN HALF THE PEOPLE THERE.....I GO TO MY CAR TO GET MY IPOD TO SHARE THE MUSIC WEALTH...(WHICH WOULD MAKE 2 IPODS THERE SHARING THE WEALTH) AND MINE IS THE ONE THAT IS STOLEN.

AND EVERYONE LOOKS EVERYWHERE....AND I TRUST PEOPLE WAY MORE THAN I SHOULD....AND THATS A BAD THING....NOW I WONT. FUCK PEOPLE!!! WHO CAN LIVE WITH THEMSELVES AFTER DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!

ITS SAD TO SAY THIS I KNOW, BUT THAT THING WAS MY LIFE....THAT LITTLE PIECE OF TECHNOLOGY WAS KEEPING ME GOING......WHETHER IS WAS IN THE CAR, ON MY WAY TO CLASS, OR IN MY ROOM....THAT THING HAS KEPT ME GOING WITH MUSIC THAT KEPT ME STRONG....THROUGH EVERYTHING THATS BEEN TOTALLY FUCKED IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. AND NOW I HAVE NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. I HAVE TO BE ON A PAYMENT PLAN FOR SCHOOL....BECAUSE NOW I HAVE TO PAY FOR IT.....WHICH MEANS IM FUCKED BECAUSE I HAVE TO SAVE FOR SCHOOL AND NOT A NEW IPOD.

WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO WITH ALL MY ISHIT?! HUH? WTF I HATE MY LIFE, I COULD PROBABLY DIE RIGHT NOW AND THINGS WOULD BE SOOOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN THEY ARE NOW. BECAUSE GOD HAS DECIDED TO THROW ME MORE FUCKING LIFE LESSONS.

WHO THE FUCK RAISES SOMEONE TO STEAL?! I'VE NEVER STOLEN A GOD DAMN THING IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. NOT ONE FUCKING THING.

IM A LOSER. I'VE DONE NOTHING BUT FUCKING LOSE SHIT.

I LOST YOU....I FUCKING DID.....AT LEAST IT FEELS THAT WAY...BECAUSE IM NOT WORTH A FIGHT......IM NOT WORTH ANYTHING MORE THAN SPOKEN WORDS...... AND THEN BOTH OF MY GREAT GRANDPARENTS DIE..AND ALL OF THE FUCKED UP SHIT THAT HAPPENED TO MY SISTER......AND HOW I HAVE TO BE STRONG FOR HER...... AND NOW MY DOG...AND COPING WITH YOU AND NOW MY IPOD THAT HAS BEEN THE ONLY THING THAT COULD MANAGE TO GET THROUGH TO ME I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW.

WHY THE FUUUUUUCK?!

this is a picture of the girls before I realized this was the worst night ever.....

so anyway, i think im going out...

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 14 Jan 2007 06:03:45 GMT

Ill have to call Christina....see what shes up to.

Love me? Show me. Actions speak louder than words. Theres a reason this saying exists.

My dog Buddy is depressed over luckys death. We can tell. Shes been mopping around all over the place.

I DO LOVE YOU. DO YOU WANNA TAKE ME ON?

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 13 Jan 2007 23:37:51 GMT

It hurts to be given ultimatums....and to be told who I can and cant talk to when they mean nothing compared to what we have/had. And I cant be my own person.

Just in case everyone didn't know.....the quote "I need you like I need an asshole on my elbow....right here" is from a movie.....the rules of attraction.....and I put that there because thats what that picture reminded me of.

Wish I could write more but I have to work.

Never thought you'd make me brake me....now I'm up from below, such a brilliant star you are.

so im devistated..

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:56:49 GMT

...and heartbroken and I can't believe this has happened. My lucky dog died today, while I was at work, she was hit by a car.....I've had her since I was four years old. I loved her so much. I cant believe this happened. Will it ever end?

this song is me at this exact moment

t0uchfeell0se — Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:24:40 GMT

ll, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife

Yes. I need you like I need an asshole on my elbow....ASSHOLE. RIGHT HERE.

And yes, I am drunk. And yes I have to work tomorrow. And yes, I cannot wait to have cash in my pocket. I also have to take my baby dear heart belle to the vet, for her cute little leg doesnt seem to be getting any better.

This is belle by the way....

AND IM OFF TO PASSSSOUT! WOO. So I'm a lush.....I think I have every right to be right now.

loves it

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 11 Jan 2007 23:30:40 GMT

How fabulously clever.

why

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 11 Jan 2007 22:07:16 GMT

Why are you doing this? You said you changed but I still get ultimatums? That makes no sense....if you love me the way you say you do....you wouldn't care....you'd let me be my own person. You wouldn't tell me who I can and cant talk too. I fucking love you and I'm so heartbroken over all of this. If you loved me the way you say you do, you'd wait. But then again I guess I'm not worth waiting for. Thats what it feels like anyway.

HOLY SHIT

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:43:11 GMT

The newest greys anatomy episode comes out tomorrow. Just saw the previews. Um.....I'm about to pee my pants.

And now Coin Operated Boy by the Dresden Dolls has been stuck in my head alllll day.

song for today....

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 10 Jan 2007 21:51:15 GMT

and im in love with this song....letmetellyou.

by the way

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 10 Jan 2007 10:27:56 GMT

I am not a puppet. No one should ever tell me how I truly feel about anyone....because they don't know shit.

I will never be a fucking puppet again, nor will I give in to ultimatums. Ultimatums do = love. It's more like playing fucked up mind games, and it's still controlling. I'm really fucking pissed off and upset about all of this. Nothing has changed.

And you cant put a time limit on love...thats just retarded.

oh my gawd and wow

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 06 Jan 2007 20:10:01 GMT

these lyrics are perfect for whats up right now.

How is your heart little darling? I didn't mean to get so mad. Let me just hold you closely. How did things get so bad? I know how to pick on you. You pushed me over the edge. We caused so much agony. We can't seem to move ahead.

This is such a pity. We should give all our love to each other. Not this hate that destroys us. This is such a pity. (This is a pity)

What kind of future will we have? Will we we ever find peace? Everybody thinks we're crazy. They're about to call the police. I don't wanna be a chump. You think I'm a fascist pig. Right now everything is black. I don't think we'll ever get it.

This is such a pity. We should give all our love to each other. Not this hate that destroys us. This is such a pity. (This is a pity)

[solo]

This is such a pity. We should give all our love to each other. Not this hate that destroys us. This is such a pity. (This is a pity)

things are so fucked

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 06 Jan 2007 19:58:06 GMT

Everythings just all so fucked. I don't know what to do, I don't know what I want....I mean I do know what I want....but at the same time I need to do whats in my best interest, for my mental health along with everything else. So theres that.....and if anythings going to work....my parents need some convincing. God damnit.

I think the Cranberries will be good for a time like now.

I just need some time away...I need to get away and find myself.

he loves me more than music!!!!!!

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 04 Jan 2007 22:17:45 GMT

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE CONCERT TSHIRT EVER? THIS ONE HAPPENS TO BE MINE. WHY: Not only was it the best concert I've ever seen in my entire life, but the shirt looks way vintage, and its soft as hell....like its been washed a million times over. Its not a regular cotton T, well it is, but its not made out of the same cotton.....if feels like urban outfitters material. If anyone knows what that feels like.

i am not now

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:16:36 GMT

IF IM GOING TO SAY ANYTHING RIGHT NOW IT IS GOING TO BE THIS....

I AM NOT NOW, NOR WILL I EVER BE A PIECE OF MEAT. IM NOT A BOOTY CALL....NOR WILL I EVER BE....ESPECIALLY AFTER ALL OF THIS.

Time to listen to some fab fiona apple right now.... ...i miss my hair

before touch ups raw camera images

t0uchfeell0se — Tue, 02 Jan 2007 00:48:03 GMT

Thought I might share a few from the shoot. I'll post the finals when they are finished.

PHOTOS BY MACK DAMON

Bjork

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 18:48:12 GMT

All is full of love.

Enough said.

popin my cherry

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 08:58:54 GMT

i am way drunk and about ot hot tub it for the first time in the year2007. I am freaking out about this. holsy shit. 2007 already dood. omg. wow. totally.

im goign to regret this post later.

i hope you all were safe....have a gtret year....2007...wow.

be on the look out for me and my ceramics lift off. Im going to be the kick ass artista know one will ever know about ecept ya'll. lllaaaaame. Ceramics 2 look out hgere i come.

Im going to do things like ugly dolls....only out of clay....but cooler.

TEST ME BITCHES!

oh and by the way

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 03:29:02 GMT

tonight marks the 3rd anniversary of our first kiss. I hope you have fun spending tonight and the rest of your life with someone other than me. DAMNIT.

Whatever.

the death cab song--so this is the new year.....

so hits the sport right now.

fuck it lets get drunk!

Everyone be safe tonight!!!!

far be it from me to deny you what you need

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:53:49 GMT

FAR BE IT FROM ME, TO DENY YOU WHAT YOU NEED.

TONIGHT IS IT. NEW START NEW EVERYTHING. HAPPIER ME. I CANNOT WAIT TO GET MY DANCE ON TONIGHT.

FUCK IT. I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING, NOTHING I DO IS RIGHT, SO IM DONE TRYING.

I got almost everything out of my apartment today, left a few things behind. I'm going to lose my deposit anyway. I really dont care, I just wanted to get the fuck out of there and move on with my life.

this is how im feeling at the moment

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 31 Dec 2006 19:44:40 GMT

I'm about to be 20. I know I'm still a baby, but I wish I was seventeen again....I felt like I was on top of the world at 17....20 feels...it feels....so blah

so....

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:38:58 GMT

I just got back from taking a million and a half photos so the guy who was taking them (Mack Damon...google him...hes the shit)....could test out his new toys. He says we'll have another shoot in march...I look forward to this...but its a lot of work. I'm soo tired. I was there for four hours. All the while, listening to great music. I don't care what anyone says...I love john mayer...he is also the shit.

as i was cleaning out the apartment today

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 30 Dec 2006 23:41:18 GMT

the only evidence/proof that I found that showed we actually lived together was a postcard addressed to both of us. I wanted to tare it up but i didnt.

Im still feeling the cruiserweight, dearst drew song, on this one.

ilu.

damnit.

ONCE UPON A TIME THERE WAS ME AND YOU....

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:04:03 GMT

Stella as much as I think you look like a munchkin you write some damn good songs. No hard feelings? Sweet, cause I love you.

Heres how i feel right now.

Once upon a time there was me Not such a bad place for you to be Despite everything you say now I know Once upon a time there was me and you So long it was more like you you you But we woke up in to that right now Had to choose my battles So I leaving soon I’m off to meet my lonely fate But before I’m stuck out in the cold I think you’d kill me if you told me I’m great

Cause you know you’ve bowled your strike with me But I won’t be gone till you pick up your spare Make it right Cause the way you look right now I’m thinking that maybe I might never see you again

No No No No Can’t dwell on this for long Cause someone told me that your just song And I’m sick of music So could you turn it down now Hey Hey Nothing’s outside when it’s waiting there for you Ding Dong we need an answer I’ve already shown you the right way So the party’s over Clean your room and you clean your plate I want you Go

You know you’ve bowled your strike with me But I won’t be gone till you pick up your spare Make it right Cause the way you look right now I’m thinking that maybe I might never see you again

Cause there’s a right way to do this for me Oh but what can I do if it’s not the right way for you

Please right this wrong Please right this wrong So I can sing another song Please tell me Please tell me Please tell me I’m great

Cause you know you’ve bowled your strike with me But I won’t be gone till you pick up your spare Make it right Cause the way you look right now I’m thinking that maybe I might never see you again No No No No Please make this right Just say goodbye Please make this right

It makes me want to dance like this!

Ok people heres your job.....based on all my music interests.....i need some new bands. I know theres more great music out there....come on let me have it!

ok wait damnit

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 28 Dec 2006 21:21:21 GMT

It IS the Neko Cd!!! It's skipping in my computer....and I can't return it cause I got it from starbucks....well actually Kat did, cause she used to work there....and they way she got it wasn't exactly legal. DAMNNNNITTTT.

YAY

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 28 Dec 2006 21:02:52 GMT

Today I bought the newest bright eyes cd, and the neko case cd as well! I get paid today, my check should at least be 500$. Can't wait.

Saw Jackass 2 last night with Kat. Oh my god.....I'm speechless, but I loved it.

The cd player in my car is fucked. My new neko case cd was skipping....and I just got it. It can't be the cd damnit. ughhhh. Thank god for my iRoadtrip

....and we pealed the freckles from our shoulders

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 25 Dec 2006 01:35:35 GMT

OK FAVORITE DEATH CAB SONG AND WHY!?

GO!

im not going to hide it

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 24 Dec 2006 04:37:03 GMT

Out of anyone anywhere, this guy is the hottest singer/guy ever. He'll always be a part of me no matter what. I love him to death. This picture is little over a year old but I love it so here it is.

In other news, IM SO MAD! I got a dress tonight cause Kiley said we were going out and she was going to wear one and look nice, so I went out and got one too for tonight. Now shes going to stay in. GOD DAMNIT. I guess I'll just stay in and do nothing now....which could be the best thing to do cause its really rainy and wet out.

I BE UP IN THE GYM JUSTA WORKIN ON MY FITNESS

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 24 Dec 2006 03:01:22 GMT

Confession #2. I'm hooked on the Furgalicious song. Shoot me.

and for the record

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:59:35 GMT

to set things straight....Kiley is not who anyone says she is. Rumors will kill a persons rep. I thought I knew shit about her, turns out everything I thought I knew was wrong. Shes not a slut, nor a cock sucker....shes my friend and I love her.

oh sing to me

t0uchfeell0se — Sat, 23 Dec 2006 04:26:43 GMT

OK. I must admit. I've loved Taking back sunday since like my freshman year in high school. A little lame? Maybe, but who cares? Not I, and now that whatshisface has shaved I can see his cute face.

IN OTHER WAY EXCITING NEWS!!!! I FOUND AN UGLYDOLL OUTSIDE MY HOUSE! MY FAVORITE ONE EVER, AND ITS MIIINNE! I TOOK IT AND WHOEVER LOST IT IS NOT EVER GETTING IT BACK. EVER! ITS MY ICEBAT!!!!!

Also, I must stop shopping to ease my depression.

t0uchfeell0se — Fri, 22 Dec 2006 23:56:17 GMT

Kiley comes in town tonight! THIS MAKES ME SOO HAPPY! We're going to go to a great show with some great local bands, then hit up some bars. I cannot wait until she gets here. She makes everything better when shes in town!

Thumbs up for some good music and fun tonight! Its much needed!

here i sit

t0uchfeell0se — Fri, 22 Dec 2006 07:57:41 GMT

in two items of clothing that remind me of you....

the cbgb item you brought back to me from your tour (my favorite pair, even though they're poorly made)
a man alive tshirt...one of the bands you toured with.

I miss you deeply, I cried again tonight..... I must stop this nonsense. How can I be expected to give up on you so easily? Everyone tells me things will only stay the same, but I see things differently. I dont want to hear it, I dont want to listen. Im not finished fighting for us.

HEY! THERES ALWAYS A REASON!-man alive

should you wait around?

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 21 Dec 2006 15:54:20 GMT

So if you're no longer with someone you love completely entirely love, but theres a change ya'll will be getting back together.....I mean, if the other says "they don't have an answer"...do you wait around only to be waiting on someone who doesn't know if they want to be with you or not?

I think its finally time

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:58:32 GMT

For me to give up. No progress has been made, and my heart only continues to break. So heres a real Christmas song.....that somewhat fits the mood I'm in....although the lyrics don't hit exactly what going on to a t, it still works.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart The very next day you gave it away This year to save me the tears I’ll give it to someone special.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart A man undercover but you tore me apart Now I‘ve found the real love, now I found You’ll never fool me again!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart The very next day you gave it away This year to save me the tears I’ll give it to someone special.

omyfuckinggod

t0uchfeell0se — Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:38:22 GMT

My dad was nice enough to transfer all of my music off of our old macs portable hard drive to my new macbook. Once he did this he erased the portable hard drive, and well.....needless to say absolutely none of my music is to be found on my computer. All 4,000 songs. GONE.

I hope this isn't so.

I'm going to have him take a look at it tomorrow.

:(!!!!

is it just me

t0uchfeell0se — Wed, 20 Dec 2006 15:53:37 GMT

Is it just me or does Cansei de Ser Sexy remind anyone else of Le tigre? Maybe not the lyrics...but the sound?

Just a little?

The Grey's Anatomy Soundtrack

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 18 Dec 2006 15:01:59 GMT

Is pretty much amazing. I love it.

Mr. Peetrie (one of our parrots) scared the shit out of my mom this morning. He was lying on the bottom of his cage on his back with his feet straight up in the air. She thought he was dead....naturally...but he wasn't he was just hanging out chillin'.

Crazy bird.

I wish I could sleep, but all I can think about is you.

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 18 Dec 2006 07:11:30 GMT

Before you left to go away I wrote down what i couldn't say I bet you read it on the road With foggy lights and fingers cool

Now you drove so far but now you know How rough it is to let me go And let me recommend that you think twice And i always give the best advice

Now come on back to where you know i'll be Lets' go sit under the apple tree You can floor that thing, let the engine roar The wheels they'll spin, the rain it pours

And there's regret that you feel About the choice you've made You'll just have to deal Before it goes away You ask me how i feel And here's what i'll say that I'm doing fine, just fine I'm doing fine

I love her, I don't care what anyone else says. I love her voice. I love the lead singer of Eisleys voice. I wish I had a voice like that. hurmph.

I thought I might share

t0uchfeell0se — Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:56:09 GMT

I thought I might share some of the excitement I had standing front row at the Rolling Stones Concert in Austin TX at Zilker Park.

I also caught the set list they threw into the crowd. I do believe this was quite possibly the best concert I will ever see.

gibsons tarzan yell

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 17 Dec 2006 20:12:15 GMT

Gibson gets over protective of his talking mirror when anyone touches it.

I would have loved to be there

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 17 Dec 2006 08:52:45 GMT

This looks like it was a BADASS show.

I just popped this bands cherry

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 17 Dec 2006 08:21:14 GMT

I truly believe that this band is a one of a kind band that will go as far as they wish to go as long as they continue doing what they are doing (working hard...etc.). Not only do they have the talent it takes to become something big, they have passion it takes to get there. Their sound is refreshing.

Thats my two cents.

why oh why

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 17 Dec 2006 08:09:39 GMT

Did whatshisface have to go and leave the band? Lammmmme. Ugh, I really love this band, the lead singer wasn't bad either.

This is Acceptance by the way.

this thing is saaweeet

t0uchfeell0se — Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:06:17 GMT

yes, so now i have one of these. its going to rock