Life Infusion, Nostalgic Resuscitation
when i hear a song like "oh mandy" i always see myself in the 3rd person, and whatever i'm doing doesn't quite seem good enough. i feel like i should be in foreign lands with some soul mate, and not watching the animate inanimate, the little nagging icons jumping at the bottom of my screen in need of attention. i feel like i should be lying in a field on a summer day, with the sun hot and the smell of grass thick.listening to "oh mandy" i am subjected to a collage of the most painful & passionate moments in my history, each moment only briefly catching my attention.listening to "oh mandy" i'm presented with the questions "what do i gain in what i do, and what am i giving up?"maybe its just me. another song that does this for me is "restaurant" by the thrills. kudos to both bands. i recently heard a friend remark that in general people don't do things with passion anymore. there's too much calculation, too much confusion. you can agree or disagree with this. i do like it though when i can hear a song and feel resuscitated, feel passionate about getting the most out of life before i go to sleep tonight.nicholas alanwww.nicholasalan.com




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ummmmm... will you be mine forever and ever?? in your post you put into words thoughts and feelings i didnt even know i had. but it was like deja vu reading what you said about oh mandy. as i read i felt this strange sense of alignment- of what i dont know, but it was good and it was so cool that someone else out there has thought those same things.
thanks for your post!
cake is smooth, your post is not.