myeverpresentpast - Hey what are you gonna do when those walls are falling down on you

"Some days we get a thrill in our brains
Some days it turns into malaise
You see your face in the veneer
Reflected on the surface of fear
Because you know we're better than that
But some days we're worse than you can imagine
And how am I supposed to live with that
With all these train wrecks coming at random

Hey what are you gonna do
When those walls are falling down
Falling down on you"

I'm feeling the stressful weight on my shoulders and it's come crashing down on me with this horrible summer cold. I'm the only one working right now. Michelle is still in bed with her foot lacerations. She's still in a lot of pain.

Even though I could use a day to rest up and heal my own self, I can't call in sick anymore. I used all my sick hours for the year. I don't mean to complain. Life is good it's just when I get head colds I find myself in pissy moods.

I am so connecting with the new Beck album, Modern Guilt. It's slowly moving up into my top 5 of 2008. Maybe because I'm sick and his spaced out lyrics sound not so out there. You know how it is when you get sick, you have these weird dreams. Beck's music is like the soundtrack to yr whacked out dreams.

I'll be okay. I just had to vent. I'll crank up the Beck and I hope he gets me through another night of work. Oh yeah, I got my cold medicine too.

party on, y'all