There Could Be Nothing After This

Who have I become

Every time I try
Will I ever love me

Everything, everything
And how it made me feel
Now we see this emotion
Well, so do I, well, so do I
Such a quiet evaporation
Leave me in your wish to fail every time
We're nothing but hollow vessels
Oh, how I've walked this white line
Well, I would never love me
Just to feel alive

I never said this was my revolution
I stare, so delicate and ashamed
So talk about, talk about it
When you looked me in the eye
All around me is crumbling at my feet

What a feeble attempt

At the shell I've shed myself from
In search of what makes us alive

I stare, so delicate and ashamed
This is for you and all your hopeless case
In the eyes, in the eyes of my ghost
Inside
You never would, you never would
The light centered and overlooked

You want to see me disappear
At least it makes you feel something
All around me is crumbling at my feet
Well, I would never

So many times before
Who have I become
Oh God, everything, everything

In the eyes, in the eyes of my ghost