Try I have tried to pretend that I don't care
At night I would pray this then wonder if god heard at all
If I could just fall back into my life
It just sits on a star and gazes down
And that star is no longer wished upon
I wanted to say this long before this dark would fall
And I don't want to live inside this night
I wanted to say this long before this dark would fall
What you can't reclaim but you can't forget
So I sleep and I dream though I don't understand it
Dropping its moments all around
For the chances I've had are now long gone
At night I would pray this then wonder if god heard at all
But I don't want to see your shadow fade
And that star is no longer wished upon
But then sleep arrives and in every dream I find you there
For on this night it seems too far away
You can live your life in a thousand ways
For on this night it seems too far away
But I don't want the past to be my life
And if I could wish upon that star
But it all comes down to that single day
I would find what you dream and then ask god to grant it
For the chances I've had are now long gone
When you realize what you regret