Whatever I have been given
Seeing myself this way
Whatever I have been
When I wake up, I poison myself
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
And seeing is believing, is there no doubt left?
Find open arms to greet me and friends to feed me
And poison gives no appetite
And you eat my kind for breakfast, you eat my kind
And all I need's a starting place
I sicken myself so much
By waking up and suddenly there they are?
Whatever I was ignorin'
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
Did we expect these things to change
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
Whenever I let my guard down
And nothing ever seemed so hard
I sicken myself so much, I sicken myself so
Whenever I let my guard down
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
And what did I expect to come here and find anyone?
Whatever I was ignorin'
Whatever I was ignorin'
I am a monster I believe
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
Whatever I have been given
Whatever I have been given
Whenever I let my guard down
Whatever I have been
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
