The day I killed my fuckin' family in a week or two
Police arrived, candle light, butcher knives, bloody bedposts
Look here gramps, meet me at my door for the plan round 'bout eight
I'm scared, is anyone out there?
I stashed a lotta dough in dirt before a nigga left it
I'm pacin' back and forth across this room
Only a teen, sent to spend my final life in an insane asylum
I'm pullin' hair up out my freakin' head yo
Check it pops, you got to get a shovel and a pine box
Sneak in the office get the keys off of Dr. Malique
In a padded room I know I'll never get up out this hole
I started feelin' my awareness fadin' away, I could slightly hear
I got to find a way out this place, it's a must, got to find a way
I rot in this dread, my only world's the one in my head
So furious of past, I'm an adult, I feel better now
So while I'm waitin' in the dirt, I won't breathe up the air in here
I wanna go psycho and kick this mutha fuckin' force, boi
I turned against god and everything that I cared for most
I gotta think of somethin', man, I got to make a move
All the dirt gettin' tossed on to the pine crate, I awoke
Gettin' cool with the old ass maintenance man
Damn, I'm scared, is anyone out there?
Found staked on the floor soaked in evidence of the root of violence
But no matter, I tell them that "I know, they'll never let me out"
And in my square waiting to be freed but from the light I seen
And while you doin' that I'll take the pills so I fall asleep
The old man ready, he grinnin', that stray
Everyday, yes, every single day, peepin' ways to escape
Put me in the ground and dig me out once they talk to the cops
They trippin' 'cause a nigga put his ass in a choke hold
I got to get up back out there, I wanna do it again fool
Someone killed the maintenance man that dormant with me
I'm gonna need a slight overdose of some mother fuckin' sleepin' pills
I told him, "If you help me out I'd put a lotta papers in your hand"
I hate psycho-therapists, I walk amongst walking dead
If you help me out when I get out I'll give you half on that deal
I'm scared, is anyone out there?