How do you expect me to deal with this
'Cause everybody's hiding from the truth
And how can I laugh when my mouth is held back
But I know that I'll have to pretend
And you can't even deal with yourself?
Time and time again
How do you expect me to deal with this
Deal with myself, deal with myself
How can I move when the ground is so loose
How does it feel on your own
And how many times do you have to be cruel, to be kind
And show feelings the door?
And you can't even deal with yourself?
And they're just lying to themselves
And the sun wants to peel off my skin?
And my soul is now squished on the floor?
I've been asking the same old questions
But I know that I'll have to pretend
And you can't even deal with yourself?
Deal with myself, deal with myself
Time and time again
How does it feel on your own
In a year or minute, or more?
How does it feel? How does it feel?
I hold myself up till I run out of luck
And how can it go from so good to so bad
When I can't even deal with myself?
And I'm struggling now just to grin?
I find that I don't wanna live this life
And now it's so real, and it's paying off well
How does it feel on your own
How does it feel? How does it feel?
I've been asking the same old questions
While the world carries on in a spin
I find that I don't want to live this life
Well, isn't it strange how much you can change
'Cause everybody's hiding from the truth
'Cause my feelings are letting me in
And they're just lying to themselves
How does it feel? How does it feel?
When I can't even deal with myself?