Never Went to Church

We never went to church
You tidied your things into the bin, the more poorly you grew
On your birthday when mom passed the forks and spoons
I miss you dad, but I've got nothing to remind me of you
I'd ask you what I'm supposed to do now
Every now, hope I made you proud
And for that if God exists, I'd reckon he'd pay me regard
But it hits me since you left us
And I feel sad, I can't hear you reciting it through
So there's nothing of yours to hold or to talk to
I'm gonna see a priest
I needed to leave this trade and just heave it away
Every now, hope I made you proud
And it's so hard not to search

But you, you still tell me
I guess than you did leave me something to remind me of you

And then I'm not so scared somehow
But it hits me since you left us

If you were still about
I got a good one for you dad
Every time I interrupt someone like you used to

I just get a bit scared
We never went to church
But I cleaned up my place like you so I could see things straight
A Rabbi and a Protestant clergyman

I needed a break when your book about dreams was taken
I needed to pray or see a priest that day
I'd ask you what I'm supposed to do now
You put your hand up and interrupt the conversation with a, but

I'd ask you what I'm supposed to do now
And it's so hard not to search
How you didn't know what to do even now
Started reading about dreams in your favorite book
But it hits me since you left us
We never went to church
But it hits me since you left us
And it's so hard not to search
We never went to church
I just get a bit scared
I put my head on the table, I was so distraught with you
Just get on with work and sometimes things'll hurt
I know which one I prefer

So I said I'd get my head down and I'd deal with the ache in my heart
Mom says me and you are the same from the start
If you were still about

'Cause I know that you'd be proud
Just get on with work and sometimes things'll hurt

Every now, hope I made you proud
Just get on with work and sometimes things'll hurt
And it's so hard not to search
I panic and pace when I can't see the right thing to do
I never cared about God when life was sailin' in the calm
If you were still about
'Cause I forgot you left me behind to remind me of you

You'd be scratching your head through the best advice you knew
Sometimes I think so hard, I can't remember how your face looked
I just get a bit scared
Just get on with work and sometimes things'll hurt
People say I interrupt, people with the same look
When I do something like you, you'll be on my mind or through