I can recall crip niggas throwin' C in my face down the hall
Around with Fatlip yes, ya get blown' I'm not tryin' to show
Entertainin' is hella straining to the brain
Said I'm gonna get some before they knockin' out me
And unprepared to deal with scrappin' no doubt
I don't sweat it I let the bullshit blow in the breeze
Ya and that's all I showed ya
No macho is shown but when it's on, if it's on, then it's on
When he's gotta handle up on his own
Can't depend on friends to help you in a squeeze
Used to get jacked back in high school I played
But now in 95 I must survive as a man on my own fuck
To do any type of maintaining 'cuz all this gaming and famin' from
Now don't be wishing of switchin' any positions with me
It's 1995 now that I'm older stress weighs on my shoulders
Whose on the brink of insanity
Wonderin' why is everybody always pickin' on me
Shits don't get to heaven till they faced these fears in these fear zones
But when it didn't work I wasn't scared just real nervous
In other words just freeze
I tried to talk and tell them chill, I did nothing to deserve this
'Cuz my pappy never told me how to knock a nigga out
When niggas use to be like what's up fool?
Down for the count on seven chickens
And a chump or a sucka or something to that effect
Respect, I used to never get when all I got was upset
So I stood up and let my free form, form free
There comes a time in every man's life
I must admit on some occasions I went out like a punk
Can it be I'm a celebrity
And as a victim I invented low key till the keyhole itself got lower than me
'Cuz when you in my position, it ain't never easy
And tried to seat a nigga like the lip for no reason at all
Till the day that I die I still will be a soldier and that's all I told
It cool just so some real shit won't get full blown being
Please, they got problems of their own
Where I'm from they let the smoke come quicker
And all this calamity is rippin' my sanity
I'm kickin' it in the back of the school, eatin' chicken at three
Than an evil red neck could lynch a helpless colored figure
Heavy as boulders but I told ya
