To see it's never too late
I find it hard to adjust
That's why I'm telling you
And all these secrets, I keep from you
I played the saint, I cursed your name
Now there's no lie that's gonna fix this hurt
I'm breaking down all the walls
I got my heart out for you
I built a wall, I cut you off
When you're not worthy of it
Till I was waving away
Could I have put it this way
I find it easy to pretend
Now there's no lies that's gonna fix this up
And every word that you say
I know that I may have you
Now all the hurt is here again, here again
I built a wall, I cut you off
Will disappear before too long
That pull us down into this mess
You slowly built around me
I'll be gone again
There's no more fire left in me
It's wishing only
Why do you ask for my trust
And every distance that we've known
And this I swear to you
I find it so hard to be true
I played the saint and a saint I ain't
I'm feeling it work for me
Now there's no one but myself to blame, that you're gone
I find it so hard to be true
That we're not heading for our end
I find it easy to distract
But I'm gonna try my best for you
Are like a blackness in my heart
Will be erased before we're gone
And only wish that you'd wait
That only tears us both apart
Are little anchors in my chest
And every line we've ever drawn
Just as soon as you turn your back