I've waited hours for this, I've made myself so sick
Then I could make it safe and clean
Then I could make it safe and clean
I make the shapes come much too close
I never thought that this day would end
If only I was sure
I never thought tonight could ever be this close to me
But if I had your faith
To feel the fear before you're here
But if I had your face
I never thought tonight could ever be this close to me
That my head on the door was a dream
That my head on the door was a dream
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
Just try to see in the dark, just try to make it work
But if I had your face
I never thought that this day would end
I pull my eyes out, hold my breath and wait until I shake
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
If only I was sure
