This Is Not

I'm so tired of this useless fantasy
Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what I need to be
This is not what I need to be
This is not what you mean to me
I'm moving forward to where I need to be
Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what you mean to me
I'm not losing hope, I'm not laying blame
How far away I am from where I need to be
Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what I need to be

Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what I need to be

Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what you mean to me
I know we both want love, we both feel the same
My life is spinning in this mystery
I tried to be so perfect

Oh oh, oh oh