How far away I am from where I need to be
Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what you mean to me
Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
I'm not losing hope, I'm not laying blame
This is not what I need to be
I'm moving forward to where I need to be
Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what I need to be
I know we both want love, we both feel the same
This is not what you mean to me
This is not what I need to be
My life is spinning in this mystery
Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
This is not what I need to be
This is not what you mean to me
I'm so tired of this useless fantasy
I tried to be so perfect