Relief Next to Me

I guess like I should have told you then
Like curtains waving in and out of wind
I can't untangle, I can't untangle
What I know and what should matter most
I can't get close and I, I can't get close
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me
In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief
My body moves
I'll tell you now
The thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame
But I promise this
What I feel and what would matter most
In and out of windows
And now there's just no point reaching out for me
But I promise this
In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
Slamming in my framework
But I promise this

In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief
I can't untangle, I can't untangle

And now there's just no point in reaching out for you
I can't get close and I, I can't get close

But I promise this

And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need

In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief

But I promise this
But I promise this