Don't you know I feel so bad
To wipe that spit right off my boots
Doesn't look the same to me
And it gets so hard to hold on
To see me any other way
When it gets too late
And I hope that I've kept you amused
That I laughed away the idea you'd cheat me?
My emotion cost me pain
To feel new again
Did I look the same
But look again, what do you say that's my name
For what I choose to lose
Candy when I tried to turn away
And inside
I hope that none of this has had to go too far
And my name
When I think about the times
And when I'm home and thinking in the dark
Surrounds my life with excuses