And when I awoke I was sure it was true
The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
December is darkest in June there's the light
One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea
I dreamed I was dying as I so often do
And said whoever is up there please don't let me die
And all of the things that I thought were so easy
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive
Who waits up for me all through the night
June, July, August, September, October I'm alive
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
I ran to the window threw my head to the sky
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
But I can't live forever I can't always be
Just got harder and harder each day
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive
