The Way I Am

It's the way I am
I'm not really sure of the coming attractions
Or rearrange the way I am
It's the way I am
When I'm trying so hard just to beat you
It's the way I am

I'm not very good at concealing the hand that I play
I'm not really sure if we'll notice it before we fall
Just let me be the way I am
I'm not very good at concealing the hand that I play

I'm not really good, I'm not really good
It's the way I am
Or rearrange the way I am
Not very good at just paying attention
You'll never change the way I am
You'll never change the way I am
It's the way I am
I'm not really good at subduing my hate
Not very good at remembering things
Just let me be the way I am
Just let me be the way I am
I'm not very good at pursuing redemption
I'm not really good
I'm not very good at pursuing redemption

I'm not really sure of the preaching we practice
I'm not really sure of illusions they read on the wall
You'll never change the way I am
Or rearrange the way I am

I'm not really good at controlling my anger
I'm not really good at controlling my fate