Retreat to a place, a place within me
All the shame I feel, forgive me
How do I feel? I've been here before
To torment again and torture me like
Keep it all down, bottled inside
And have so much that I could feel
I've felt this
I need this
So why is it that I feel like this?
So now the waves they have subsided
From all the hate, I'm feelin'
I guess, I can't cause I don't feel like I deserve
It used to
That I am livin' now I guess, it's all so strange
Keep it all down, bottled inside
I've felt this
It breaks me
To torment again and torture me like
I need to justify the reasons
How do I feel? I've been here before
I need this
To feel the way I do inside
How do I feel? I've been here before
Some pride for in my life
It breaks me
For the way I'm livin'
I need this
And my soul is bleeding, I can't take away
I've felt this
For everyone of you that's ever
It used to
I try and try to break away
To torment again and torture me like
Retreat to a place, a place within me
Done me wrong
It breaks me
Retreat to a place, a place within me
Keep it all down, bottled inside