I didn't enjoy it at the time
What have I done? It's too late for that
This is the straw, final straw
In the roof of my mouth as I lie to you
All these places feel like home
But in truth I'm lost for words
On my knees I think clearer
It scares me more every day
I can make my first steps
You're the only thing that I love
Or at least I'll claim I did
With a name I'd never chosen
What have I become? Truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
Goodness knows I saw it coming
As a child of 25