I didn't enjoy it at the time
What have I become? Truth is nothing yet
Or at least I'll claim I did
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I can make my first steps
On my knees I think clearer
All these places feel like home
In the roof of my mouth as I lie to you
But in truth I'm lost for words
With a name I'd never chosen
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
You're the only thing that I love
What have I done? It's too late for that
This is the straw, final straw
It scares me more every day
As a child of 25
Goodness knows I saw it coming