I Shouldn't Have Done It

As I got older, my awareness expanded
Endurance, be a man, that's what I had to learn about
I was cursed, with the torment of not being the first

I'm feelin' sad and blue
We got into it again, this time she got too bright
I figure, I'd patch things up and then I'll tell her what I did
A pretty young thing, she didn't strike me as no ho
Well, a rub or two, unzip it, and I went for broke
What made me so self-centered, how am I ever gonna tell her?
Couldn't figure it out and to make things worst

All this went and happened 'cause of me and my affair
The problem did arise is why on earth did she want me?
My joint was gettin' hard, word, without me even knowin'

Snuck right into bed, I felt just like a shady fella
Now me, I guess I'm like there's one or two secrets that I hid
This girl came over, she was trucked down excessive

The girl took off her coat her body was no joke

Didn't hang with fellas, 'cause they started gettin' shady

I met this beautiful girl and my wish was commanded
I shouldn't have done it, man

Then after that, she started actin' heaven sent
Then word got back about me chillin' at the Parrot

Now I've sinned and there's no one to blame
I would kindly pick up the phone and call a girl out of spite
I'd always be wit my girl and y'all could call her my lady
Always think she'd cheat on me and talk to other fellas
I used to walk around and get upset and up setter
To catch her in a lie was near impossible and tricky
Started talkin' to me and she was poppin' quite aggressive
I'm feelin' sad and blue
I'm feelin' sad and blue

I shouldn't have done it
I'm feelin' sad and blue
(Hi)
I'm feelin' sad and blue
Instead I found this letter, and I found her overdosed
It said I do for you but I guess you didn't care
I shouldn't have cheated, just because we'd always doubt
And the first was this fly guy, made me very jealous
I wanted to make this right, so direct I was admirin'
I'm feelin' sad and blue
'Til I figured out ways to make myself look better
So, I bought the ring, it was a good 20 Karat
I had to ease up off the pressure, all this heartache pain so
So weak minded Rick, the Ruler went on with the flow
I found the house spotless and said she help out with the rent
I went up to the Parrot, with Omega, Vance, and Dane
I loved her a lot, word up, not going to front see
Didn't want her in certain clothes, gettin' really picky
So when I got home, I thought she'd just be out to roast

We stepped back to my van and I could feel it's for her growin'
Two wrongs don't make a right, but any we would fight
I tried to stop my love, but no love was not retirin'
That night when I went home, I felt real guilty and ashamed
So me preventin' a fight, I just stayed out for the night