Now I'm so ashamed of me
And I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
'Cos I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Hold me now, I need to feel complete
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I am so ashamed of this
And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
'Cos I'm so ashamed of defeat
Right on the wrong side of it all
And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
'Cos I don't belong here and I'm not well
And I suppose I'll let this go
And look inside a mirror
And I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Well, I have something more to say for me
And I'm so ashamed of defeat
I suppose I'll let this go
And find a reason I'll hold on to
Like I matter to the one I need
And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Right on the wrong side of it all
I'm out of trying to get by
I can't face myself when I wake up
And now I'm ashamed of this
'Cos I'm so ashamed of that thing
Right on the wrong side of it all
I'm out of trying to defy
And I don't belong here and I'm not well
I don't belong here and I'm not well
