I taught myself how to grow
When I do it's nothing and nobody's there to listen anyway
I taught myself how to grow
I know I'm probably better off this way
Now I'm crooked on the outside and the inside's broke
I just listen to the voices on the TV 'til I'm tired
Without any love and there was poison in the rain
Crooked on the outside, inside's caved
Without the numbness or the pain so intense to feel
Crooked on the outside, inside is caved
I taught myself how to grow
Most of the times I got nothing to say
I taught myself how to grow
Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane
'Til I was crooked on the outside, inside's caved
Though I was crooked on the outside
Without any love and there was poison in the rain
'Specially now it added up through the years
'Cause I, I taught myself how to grow
Without any love and there was poison in the rain
And I, I taught myself how to grow
My eyes grow heavy and I fade away
