What hurts the most
Was being so close
What could've been
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And watchin' you walk away
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
Is what I was tryin' to do
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
And watchin' you walk away
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out
Oh yeah
And never knowin'
And never knowin'
And watchin' you walk away
What hurts the most
And never knowin'
But that's not what gets me
(Much to say)
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
That I left unspoken
But I know if I could do it over
And not seein' that lovin' you
What could've been
And havin' so much to say
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Not seein' that lovin' you
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
(To say)
And havin' so much to say
What could've been
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
Is being so close
And not seein' that lovin' you
And havin' so much to say
