So Fast, So Numb

I let it go at kill devil hill
You love it. you hate it
You're you in cartilage, shark-eyed, shock horror, all present tense
You're coming onto something so fast, so numb
You want to recreate it
That you can't even feel
I've played this round, I've played your lover
You want to recreate it
You love it. you hate it
I've played it out to the hilt
You're comin' on with something so fast, so numb
You're coming onto something so fast, so numb

You played around, you played me lover
I've played this round, I've played your lover
That you can't even feel
Listen, this is now, this is here, this is me
That is what I wanted you to feel
I've played it out to the hilt

I've been around, I've been your lover

You cast yourself cast, passed by, gone down fast
That was then, was that, that is gone, this is past
I let it go at kill devil hill
That was then, was that, that is gone
This is what I wanted you to see

You want to recreate it

Not to see there's something wounded deep
How could I be so blind, miss-sighted
It's all amphetamine
Anyone could scratch your surface now
You're moving so hard, so fast, so numb

I've been around, I've been your lover
And boy your blood is running cold
You say that you hate it
You spit it out, the bitter pill
This is what I wanted you to see
Learn some vast indignity, stay that
Now, this is here, this is me
You're comin' on with something so fast, so numb
I let it go at kill devil hill
That you can't even feel
That you can't even feel

You're drinking the wrong dream now baby
You do-si-do, saddo
You're blasting yourself into the present
You say that you hate it