It's my time, to mother
That's all she's ever needed, from me
If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick
If I drench myself in others blood am I sick
Sheltered life innocence
Life of a simple man
In my life, I'm so alone
If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick
Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his mother
Taught that everyone else is dirty
One of my own in my life
I'm so soiled
Duality in my consciousness
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth
Protected me my whole life from everything
Between the love lost in my head
Blame mother for the sickness
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness
Life submissiveness
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself
Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far away
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine
If I bathe myself in others blood
And their love is meaningless
Meaningless
I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face
Dancing and masturbating
Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head
For sickness I'm masticating
Covert understanding of novice surgery
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is
Deliver the remains from her womb of earth
Caught in the war of hemispheres
I am so alone, left with no one
Mommy do you still live inside of me
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
At least that's what she said