Don't want it, it wants me
Don't want it, don't want in
Held in God's hands, death blooming
Don't want it, don't want in
Fly kites wrestle, jump and play
I just want to run
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing descend
Fly kites wrestle, jump and play
I asked a God for poison, cradle me
On the other side the time has come
Pull me out of body
Reflections of my life are fading
Flowering forth foul nectar
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Feeble frail and rotting, descend
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
Swim through waves that crash to shore
I'm comin', oh I'm comin' home
Lock and load, I'm comin', I'm comin'
Don't want it, don't want in
Don't want it cast into, maker take the body
Don't want it, don't want in
Don't want, it wants me
Of embracing reflections of past time
Existence past the door
Pull me out of body
Pull me out of body
God please take me away
Reflections of my life are fading
Receive me or cast me away
{Dark for fear of failure
Don't want it cast into, maker take the body
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
Space between a blink and a tear
Pull me out of body
Resistance futile
Will God accept my peace bleached will pardon me
Don't want it, maker take the body
An inner gloom as wide as an eye of fermenting
Don't want it, maker take the body
Pull me out of body
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing descending
Salvation is no more
Don't want it, don't want in
Don't want it, don't want in
Aroma's thick with age, mark off the day
The darkness overcomes
I sail through purgatory's bay
I'm sick and tired
I just want to run
Past has found it's place
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Soul soars to the other plain
Memories in me cocooned in misery
Sown to my dreams, souls searching
Unveiling rancid petals
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, it wants me
Suicidal ideas will I will crucify my own being
Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
Justify my own right to what's waiting for me
Memories in me cocooned in misery
Roiling hate death grip in my veins
