Time Turned Fragile

I wonder of your whereabouts and hope like hell

But I hope you wonder from time to time
I'm so proud of all the things that you've done
These are the things, I think about, when I'm alone without you
You used to say that, "You're just fine"
(I was never taken by surprise)

(Are muscles tearing us apart?)
I know I say that, I'm just fine
Hockey games, medical claims, police reports, terrible grade J
One of the best times that we had

One day, I'll fail to breathe and all you'll have are memories
I was nervous from the start that our muscles might tear us apart
But I still wonder all the time
You're happy where you are
But I still wonder all the time
From the words that carve our lives, to the words that take us by surprise
You're happy where you are
These are the things, I think about, when I'm alone without you
From the sounds that disappear to the changes we begin to fear
We had to wait 'til summer to find out what was said

(I can hear you clearly)
I can see through everything you say, and all the lessons I never learned
Do you still believe in the stories told

To you by my friends and I when you were four years old?

How it got so cold that words just froze
"I'm alright, I'm alright"

You used to say that, "You're just fine"
I wonder of your whereabouts and hope like hell