And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
‘Cause what hurts the most was being so close
Is what I was trying to do
Of losing you everywhere I go
It's still harder
What hurts the most
When I see our old friends and I'm alone
And never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
And watching you walk away
That I left unspoken
Was being so close
And watching you walk away
And having so much to say
But that's not what gets me
And not seeing that loving you
But I'm doing it
I can take a few tears now and then
And watching you walk away
And just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
And having so much to say
It's hard to force that smile
What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
Even though going on with you still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
And never knowing what could have been
And never knowing what could've been
But I know if I can do it over
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
