I been feelin' like you breakin' me down
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
But never the less crazy won't fall, it's over, it's endin' here
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Do you hold in vain as they just slip away?
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Lord, I just will not maintain, yeah, often feel the pressures ya' all
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And led you to believe I was okay to just walk away from the
So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"?
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
You called yesterday to basically say
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it, forget it
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
I think I better go and get out and let me relieve some stress
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
It'll break ya down, only if you let it
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Everday crazy situation's rockin' my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain
Turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Do you lash out and say how dare you leave this way?
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
