Confessions [DVD][Live]

I can't blame my father for anything
I was never out to kill anybody

Have you ever been hit so hard
I did it so the physical pain would calm the pain
That it sends your body flying across the room
I've always lived in my own world, I dance to escape my troubles
It was kinda fucked up the way they tried to set me up
To become who I am today
It was a time I suffered so much
I wanted to get it out of me
One of the homies got popped

We pulled up to the corner
I am blessed by God to tell myself I suffered that much
But one day I was forced to do something

And I was the first one doing my first drop by
It comes out as an explosion and it invades me
It's how you pick yourself up, that's the real challenge, isn't it?
Trying to release my fathers hands from my throat
We all fall to the floor at some point
I live with my past tucked away, deep inside of me
That made me open my eyes and realize that this ain't no game
I believe in Angels

He said you know what to do really, it's time to get poppy for the hood
But now I have a whole hood and that's power

Me and my bro, we was headed back to the A block
Then he pressed the chunky ass gun in my lap
I was three feet from the floor, gasping for air
I looked into his eyes and wondered
But I know deep down inside he loved me
That was eating me inside, nothing was erased
I've learnt that there's light even in the darkest places
Then some homies rolled up and they asked us to go somewhere
I believe we are messengers on earth
I would cut my arms, not to kill myself, I don't want to die
Now you have to realize not only do I have a family
I know I am lucky to be on this earth
But I ain't no primy ass nigga
Specially when I made that decision of gang bang, I just wanted to fit in
You can't rely on other people to make you happy
If my feet would ever touch the floor again