What did I do?
Drinkin', fightin', heroin
Lest I taste
An' days turn blue to gray
Swallow it down
Withered vines of family ties
Makes him function
Fucker
Your self destruction
The strings of my hearts
Crayons and clay
You pulled on endlessly
The guilt's all I feel
No closure
It's sweet grapes
Across it tips
No, no, no, no
Crayons and clay
Self destruction
Makes him function
No closure
Cross my lips
Doth beget, yet raised not bother
Responsible to none above all
Paralyzed your children lives
Father
Destroyer
Won't you love me?
Unquenchable addictions call
An' days turn blue to gray
Mother
Emptiness lives on
Mother
With tragedy
An' days turn blue to gray
Please help me see
This twine is severed
Family begin'
What made you feel alive?
Please
Days turn blue to gray
Glass to tongue
Self destruction
Destroy her
Your self destruction
Oh, seventeen when
And now that you're gone
Did I hurt you?
Father