Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
And just throw it all away
I won't trust myself with you
All the tiring time between
'Cause I swear for the last time
Take everything from the inside
'Cause I swear for the last time
All the tiring time between
I'll take everything from the inside
Trying not to break
Trying not to break
And throw it all away
Every time I try to make myself
Waste myself on you
All I ever think about is this
Get back up on my feet
And how trying to put my trust in you
Everyone feels so far away from me
'Cause I swear for the last time
Take everything from the inside
I won't trust myself with you
But I'm so tired of this deceit
I won't trust myself with you
You, you
Everything from the inside
Tension is building inside, steadily
All I ever think about is this
Every time I try to make myself
And throw it all away
I won't trust myself with you
Get back up on my feet
'Cause I swear for the last time
And throw it all away
I won't waste myself on you
Just takes so much out of me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
And how trying to put my trust in you
You, you
Just takes so much out of me
But I'm so tired of this deceit
