I'll paint it on the walls
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'm picking me apart again
'Cause inside I realize
I had no options left again
And say what I don't mean
I try to catch my breath again
I know it's not alright
That I'm the one confused
Or why I have to scream
The battles always choose
I'll never fight again
That I'm the one confused
You all assume
I don't want to be the one
I hurt much more
I don't want to be the one
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I don't know why I instigate
I'll never be alright
But now I have some clarity
I'm breaking the habit tonight
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll never be alright
Or why I have to scream
I'm breaking the habit
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Clutching my cure
And say what I don't mean
So I'm breaking the habit
The battles always choose
Unless I try to start again
I don't know how I got this way
I'm safe here in my room
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know how I got this way
I don't know what's worth fighting for
I don't know why I instigate
Or why I have to scream
Than anytime before
So I'm breaking the habit
I tightly lock the door
'Cause inside I realize
