'Cause the more I push the more Im pulling away 'cause Im
When I pretend, I cant forget about the criminal I am
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is me)
(The very worst part of you is me)
(Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see)
This isnt what I wanted to be
No no, turning back now
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be, so Im
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
No, turning back now
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk for who I ought to be
(Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone)
No no, turning back now
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
(Lying to bend the truth)
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
No no turning back now
So I pretended up a person who was fittin in
(Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone)
No, turning back now
No no, turning back now
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can but
(Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone)
(Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see)
No no, turning back now
No turning back now
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
No no, turning back now
(Lying my way from you)
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No, turning back now
(You)
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
I cant pretend this is the way itll stay Im just
Remember listening to all of that and this again
(Lying my way from you)
(The very worst part of you)
(Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see)
No no, turning back now
And now you think this person really is me and Im
(Trying to bend the truth)
No no turning back now
Like this
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)