Breaking the Habit

I'll never be alright
Clutching my cure
But now I have some clarity

I'm safe here in my room
I know it's not alright
I don't know what's worth fighting for
'Cause inside I realize

Or why I have to scream
So I'm breaking the habit
I don't know why I instigate
I had no options left again
I don't know what's worth fighting for

I don't know why I instigate
Or why I have to scream
To show you what I mean

Than anytime before
I hurt much more
That I'm the one confused
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Or why I have to scream
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I don't know how I got this way
The battles always choose

So I'm breaking the habit
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I don't know what's worth fighting for
And say what I don't mean
I'll never fight again

I don't know how I got this way

I'll paint it on the walls
I tightly lock the door
And say what I don't mean

I don't want to be the one
And this is how it ends
You all assume
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I don't want to be the one

I try to catch my breath again
I'm breaking the habit

'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
The battles always choose
I don't know how I got this way
Unless I try to start again
I'm picking me apart again