This isn't what I wanted to be
If you feelin' like a pimp nigga, go and brush your shoulders off
The very worst part of you is me
Nigga London, Japan and I'm straight off the block
This isn't what I wanted to be
Like this
And I'm trying to bend the truth
(No turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
I can't pretend, I'm who you want me to be
I'm tryin' to stretch out the coca like a wrestler yes, sir
I can run it back nigga 'cause I'm straight with the Roc
Your homey Hov' in position in the kitchen with soda
Like this
Would have you running from me
This isn't what I wanted to be
Came from the bottom, the bottom to the top of the pots
Like this
I probably owe it to y'all, proud to be locked by the force
(No turning back now)
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
At the 40/40 club, ESPN on the screen
Remember listening to all of that and this again
I never thought that what I said
Get that dirt off your shoulder
In case fifty-two broads come out, now you chillin'
If you feelin' like a pimp nigga, go and brush your shoulders off
(No turning back now)
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone
'Cause I'm lying my way from you
I just whipped up a watch, tryin' to get me a Rover
Niggaz is crazy, baby, don't forget that boy told you
And now you think this person really is me
(No, no turning back now)
No chrome on the wheels, I'm a grown-up for real, chill
(No, no turning back now)
I never thought that what I said
Now fifty-two bars come out, now you feel 'em
(No, no turning back now)
Ladies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off
The very worst part of you
Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone
I never thought that what I said
All the ladies they love me from the bleachers they screamin'
Tryin' to hustle some things, that go with the Porsche
Middle finger to the law, nigga grip'n' my balls
Like a running back, get it, man, I'm straight off the block
Would have you running from me
I paid a grip for the jeans, plus the slippers is clean
You
This isn't what I wanted to be
(No no turning back now)
(No, no turning back now)
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
The very worst part of you is me
So I'm lying my way from
So I pretended up a person who was fittin' in
All the ballers is bouncin', they like the way I be leanin'
Feelin' no remorse, feelin' like my hand was forced
Ladies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off
When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
The very worst part of you
Keep the Heckler close, you know them smokers'll test ya
Would have you running from me
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
Now, fifty-two cars roll out, remove ceiling
Like this
But like, fifty-two cards when I'm, I'm through dealin'
With a boss, bitch of course S.C. on the sleeve
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
Get that dirt off your shoulder
But all the hustlers they love it just to see one of us make it
Yeah, I remember what they taught to me
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
I can't pretend, this is the way it'll stay
Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can but
Niggaz is crazy, baby, don't forget that boy told you
All the rappers be hatin' off the track that I'm makin'
Alright, let's do this
When I pretend, everything is what I want it to be
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
I'm just trying to bend the truth
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away
