I don't know how I got this way
I hurt much more
You all assume
To show you what I mean
And say what I don't mean
I had no options left again
Or why I have to scream
The battles always choose
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
I'll never be alright
I'm picking me apart again
'Cause inside I realize
I don't want to be the one
Or why I have to scream
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
Than anytime before
That I'm the one confused
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
So I'm breaking the habit
That I'm the one confused
I try to catch my breath again
I'm breaking the habit
I don't want to be the one
So I'm breaking the habit
I know it's not alright
I don't know why I instigate
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
But now I have some clarity
I don't know what's worth fighting for
I'll paint it on the walls
I don't know why I instigate
I'll never fight again
I don't know how I got this way
So I'm breaking the habit
I tightly lock the door
And say what I don't mean
I don't know what's worth fighting for
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Or why I have to scream
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
'Cause I'm the one at fault
