There's solace in this dusty earth and rocky hills
Hell I've walked a long way just to find the end of my rope
And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve
And you say that I should pray, well I would but my faith has strayed
And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve
And my skin let's it in, it's always been too thin
I don't believe anymore
Now I have done the best I can
I don't believe I'll be saved
Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve
Since I can't remember when
Yeah but even starry skies can't mend my broken will
And oh what I deserve
Now time has left me feeling old and losing hope
And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve
Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve
My blood doesn't pour, there's nothing to bleed for
Oh but what I've done, it's not who I am