While I fight through my own private hell
I meant every word that I said
When I promised forever, the night that I married
From all of these secrets that I can't reveal
Caught between heaven and all my desire
For the girl at the Airways Motel
But a couple years later, I stand here a liar
I'm never ready for the way that I feel
Alone with a woman who's not gonna tell
So sick of lying, I know that I'm dying
Somewhere between heaven and all my desire
Looking around at this whole congregation
Caught between heaven and all my desire
But I can still sing along with the choir
For the girl at the Airways Motel
What I've been doin' and where I have been
While I fight through my own private hell
Hiding from someone who sees everything
It seems Sunday mornings, they come without warning
Next to the woman I know, I've misled
Too tired to listen, I play with my ring
But I can still sing along with the choir
I wonder who all of us think that we're fooling
