When you find me will you remind me
For the last time I'm falling behind
For the first time my whole life
For the first time my whole life
For the last time I'm falling behind
If I could I'd press rewind turn on record and leave the past behind
For the last time I'm falling behind
Nothing out there will change my mind
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
One step closer, two steps closer
Nothing out there will change my mind
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
Nothing out there will change me
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
Nothing out there will change me
For the first time my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
Feel like the poster for a self help line
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
Will we know the truth when we're older
While these golden nights get colder
For the first time my whole life
Well me know the truth when we're older
This is the last time I'm falling behind
For the last time I'm falling behind
Let's start over crimson clover
For the first time my whole life