For the first time my whole life
This is the last time I'm falling behind
For the last time I'm falling behind
Feel like the poster for a self help line
Nothing out there will change my mind
For the last time I'm falling behind
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
For the first time my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
While these golden nights get colder
For the first time my whole life
Nothing out there will change me
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
If I could I'd press rewind turn on record and leave the past behind
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
Nothing out there will change my mind
Well me know the truth when we're older
Let's start over crimson clover
Will we know the truth when we're older
Nothing out there will change me
For the first time my whole life
For the first time my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
For the last time I'm falling behind
When you find me will you remind me
For the last time I'm falling behind
One step closer, two steps closer