It's hard to deal
Oh, I'll survive, God it's good to be alive
And I'm aware
Still in love with all your sins
Now this angry little girl
And I can't believe it's comin' true
God, it's good to be alive
And I still love the way you feel
For my heart is reeling
And I've been waitin'
I'm laying here waiting
Love and sex and loneliness
Turn your anger into lust
Drownin' in this petty world
Where you stop and I begin
Take what's yours and leave the rest
But you don't trust at all
I'm torn in pieces
What you fear is your desire
I'm torn in pieces
I'm still waitin' for you
Livin' like a house on fire
I'm laying here waiting
I'm blind and waitin' for you
I'm in love but you don't care
Oh, you're so vain
That's what makes you beautiful
For my heart is reeling
You're all I'm not
And I can't believe it's comin' true
Now your world is way too fast
But I don't need what you ain't got
And ah, who you run to?
Swallow all your bitter pills
I'm blind and waiting for you
And I'll, I'll be waitin'
I'm still here
I'm blind and waitin' for you
Nothing's real and nothin' lasts
I'm blind and waiting for you